Hm...It's been quite a few days so I guess I can't rmb the details.

Anyway Orientation has been fun! Except for the time when I got rammed in the head for war games. :( It was a big swell, but I'm fine now. Was really grateful to all the people that asked me if I was ok. Batch Project that day was quite enjoyable too when everyone started painting themselves or others. HAHA bear bear... But yeah, didn't really get to be involved in the decorating of our board though. Too many people. Hmm. That night we went to eat at J8 and we spent a SUPER long time deciding on what we should wear etc. Finally decided and we bought the clothes. Then we went to top of the 8 and started cutting stuff to paste on our shirts the next day. Everyone was really tired, but we had great fun. That was the 3rd day.

For the 4th day, I felt really emo from the start of the day after finding out my class. But yeah now I guess I'm feeling better about it already. I'm really thankful for having those who care about me. (: Haha, I mean I may seem very 'co lo' but yeah I still need hugs ok...Haha. I was feeling so emotional that I even cried. XD. Bleah. That day we also had war games finale~. Wah walking around the whole school in circles avoiding ninjas is pretty hard. The Onite was er...not bad towards the end. But the dancing part was just ==. Because everyone was just knocking into one another cause of the little space we had. But we had much fun cheering our fellow MRians on stage. :D. Yes, emo me cried again when orientation was ending off with batch song and all. The 4 days spent together with everyone in MR08 was great though I was being antisocial for some of the times. Can't wait for take 5 where we can be together again. (:

I really love my OG and am thankful that fate has brought us together. Not to mention our nice OGLs too. :D I still don't know why I feel like I've seen Keng Chee somewhere before. Ah..and reading notes from them is really touching. :D
Even though I always ask people to call me sam cause it sounds closer, but being called Samantha once in a while is nice too. (: Especially when there's only one samantha in our og. Haha. I've lived with being called samlee for quite a while and I kinda don't like it. Haha. Ok. Ahh what else can I say. I miss goreng pisang. And surviving RJ is hard. Hope it'll get better. And i won't feel isolated, distracted or unwanted. (:

I have no Idea (ok i do) why I'm feeling so emo at this time. It was all quite ok until like towards the night when I probably just felt tired and uneasy. I felt like un-me and I kept thinking about what happened in the morning. It was like repeating in my brain like 'I want to go home' and all. I needed to talk to someone badly but there wasn't anyone luh.

Anyway I was just really troubled by the questions that I couldn't answer in the morning. I didn't know what to do. I felt so hopeless.

Throughout the day, I didn't know how to react too when I saw -. Grr. It's ok, I can just speak to pooh bear when no one's listening. :(


Ok. Enough about the sad stuff! :D
I just want to say that I really LOVE my OG. Though sometimes I still feel uneasy within it. We're really quite enthu! And we really gave our all today. So much so that my legs could have really gone lame. Ok let's start from the top shall we?

Day 1:
Yesterday was the first day of Orientation!!! Yay! It was a bit messed up when I got there. And i was really afraid of like not knowing people. But yeah at least ok la. Then we had like attendance taking and all. Icebreakers the usual? Then station games. But before that we had storyline. The J2s really worked very hard because it looks very prepped and it's really quite funny and intersting to watch. OMG MAN FTW. Haha. For station games we had stuff like going into dark rooms, some balloon touch rugby, grids jump jump thing, obstacle course, soccer with the pole, solve math and do tasks, sit on powdered chair and play scissors papers stone,human dodge ball ... can't remember anymore. But yeah after the whole thing we really got to know each other quite well. And even though we didn't win, we had fun. Then after that was OG DINNER. We took SOOO long to decide where we wanted to go and still ended up at j8. but went to din tai fung la. I think we were even 'higher' there. played weird games and had good food. We even extended our play time to the space outside bishan station once we were done eating at DTF. There were other OGs there too. :D It got really tired. But it's the most fun compacted into a day. :D



Day 2 :
It started off with me being late and then feeling relieved cause everyone was still hanging around. (: It was batch dance at first! Haha. Not bad...Reminded of citorim pracs.XD. But yeah the pace was quite fast and I couldn't really catch it. XD. Then we had batch song. And cheers that totally burst my thigh blood vessels. Wah. EA is the tough one man. After like the briefing, everyone CHIONG out of the hall to find the balloons. Then from then onwards was running time! Chiong first to battle box and ran here and there completing the stations with Ah Gong Ah Ma story. Then we were quite ahead then. 2nd stop was at the Citylink Mall there the Macs. Ran around the mall trying to find clues and answers and we still got a pretty high mark. Had lunch there where I only ate a few fries and less than half of my burger. Kept it in my bag....Not a good choice. 3rd stop was iluma! That was pretty fun! Finding all the illogical people wearing winter hat, using the phone lopsided, wearing 2 watches, using 5 straws, carrying the bag the wrong way, taking photos with the wrong screen. :D(and solving logic puzzles) Then 4th stop was the one at ngee ann. We walked from ion to taka there to find out that they want us back at ion. ==. Aww man. The good times at orchard. Haha. After this, it was pretty crazy...from ion we sprinted (ok it was a sprint for me) to scape park. Wah..I'm so proud that I didn't die. I guess my frequent jogs did help me to survive. But haha I was a bit stressed but not to the point where I'll say "I'm not ok", so I was pretty ??? when people kept asking me if I were okay throughout the day. Scape park...ERRR...Haha. Was really reluctant to go onto the skating board because I weigh a bomb and people have to pull me?! But yeah we ended with lots of fun and the guys do push ups damn fast man. We chionged back to school thinking we did pretty well. Marymount station was flooded by US. Haha. Had a hard time trying to get out of the station. Once again, started sprinting back to mph. Yeah, everything is considered a sprint to me sorry. We really thought we were going to win. But sorry no. But at least we were really enthu to start cheering in the middle of the hall. :D And watching storyline was fun. :D
OG dinner again! This time at chomp chomp. It was around then that I started turning a bit emo. Hai... Then we ate lotsa stuff and had lotsa fun and waited for OGLs to come. (: Then when EVERYONE done eating, we went to Ice^3. Desert :D But the chair there hated me alot...It kept making me the shortest person around. So I had to stand eating the Ice Cream. We had a long walk to THE busstop when we were done. Had scares along the way. Human scream and Dog bark. Haha. But yeah :D So everyone dispatched...and yeah went home. Grr..CCK why are you always so far away. HAha.


Sometimes I think I'm allergic to girls that are too girl. Haha maybe because I'm quite rough and tomboy so I get a bit of shivers...
And I kind of hate the feeling of talking to someone and feeling like they don't want to talk to you cause you're not pretty/cool/dot dot dot. You get what I mean.


I gotta rest earlyl. WHAT EARLY. There's no more early at this time. Cause there's band tmr.... I bet I'll ache badly tmr. But I'll look forward to more fun i guess. That's if i cut the emo and feel comfortable with everything. Let's just cut the awkwardness out. (:

I didn't even sign up for street dance trials.
Yet, I'm feeling sore about it.
When will I start to learn to take more risks and just give it my all despite the outcome?
But still at least I still get my highs once in a while.

Let me retreat to my back alley.

Wynne uploaded our dance vid on youtube! (:
Though this isn't the latest one that we had.
It also isn't the coolest one.
Haha. But could only upload this cause charlene doesn't want to be seen.
HAHA. Let's hope it gets to 100 views. XD
We really hope someone comments, cause I guess it's fun to read comments. (:
Here it is! (:




I LOVE YOU ALLEY MATE (:

running refreshes me. (:
i can sweat i can cry.
then it gets really tiring and sad.
but later on im all hyped up to move on. (: